Can't sleep. Too wired, too tired. 0230 AM.
Listening to Israel's Galei Tzahal (Army Waves) Radio. There's a late night call in show, talking with residents of the north sitting in bomb shelters and security rooms, as Hizbullah gets a walloping and sends Katyushas in return.
You know that kind of "after-midnight" show: a few folks hanging out in studio (I've done many of those...) hanging out, jiving over java, spilling their hearts, along with the shoutouts to the relatives and friends; Israelis calling from overseas to keep up the spirits of those spending the night underground.
In between, the deeply anti-war station (after all, they should know...) is playing soft, folkie-type pop by Yehudit Ravitz (think Laura Nyro, or Joan Baez-ish style), a bit sad, a bit nostalgic for "simpler days."
They are talking now with a Palestinian Arab in Gaza, Foraz, age 43, who says he listens to the station 24/7, sitting in the dark without electricity (listening, I assume to a battery-powered "transistor" as it's called here) - speaking perfect Hebrew - about longing for peace as the IDF bombs overhead.
But the talk is not about politics, but rather an oddly affecting comeraderie with the announcers. Hmm. Both sides wishing for better, quieter days, and mutual blessings for better things ahead.
Well, so much for the "warlike Israeli propaganda machine."
Amd me here wondering about kids of close friends on duty; where they are serving, if they're safe and getting some shuteye while the older folks are up worrying about them.
What a country.
Dylan said it well, waaay back in - what - 1983? (geez, am I that old?) Crappy mix; poor miking on the instruments, but still...
(On this night, and nights to come, as we lay our heads to sleep there are many
who are wide-awake, wide-eyed and tense, protecting Israel.
Remember them in your dreams and prayers)
THE NEIGHBORHOOD BULLY
by Bob Dylan - 1983
Well, the neighborhood bully, he's just one man,
His enemies say he's on their land.
They got him outnumbered about a million to one,
He got no place to escape to, no place to run.
He's the neighborhood bully.
The neighborhood bully just lives to survive,
He's criticized and condemned for being alive.
He's not supposed to fight back, he's supposed to have thick skin,
He's supposed to lay down and die when his door is kicked in.
He's the neighborhood bully.
The neighborhood bully been driven out of every land,
He's wandered the earth an exiled man.
Seen his family scattered, his people hounded and torn,
He's always on trial for just being born.
He's the neighborhood bully.
Well, he knocked out a lynch mob, he was criticized,
Old women condemned him, said he should apologize.
Then he destroyed a bomb factory, nobody was glad.
The bombs were meant for him.
He was supposed to feel bad.
He's the neighborhood bully.
Well, the chances are against it and the odds are slim
That he'll live by the rules that the world makes for him,
'Cause there's a noose at his neck and a gun at his back
And a license to kill him is given out to every maniac.
He's the neighborhood bully.
He got no allies to really speak of.
What he gets he must pay for, he don't get it out of love.
He buys obsolete weapons and he won't be denied
But no one sends flesh and blood to fight by his side.
He's the neighborhood bully.
Well, he's surrounded by pacifists who all want peace,
They pray for it nightly that the bloodshed must cease.
Now, they wouldn't hurt a fly.
To hurt one they would weep.
They lay and they wait for this bully to fall asleep.
He's the neighborhood bully.
Every empire that's enslaved him is gone,
Egypt and Rome, even the great Babylon.
He's made a garden of paradise in the desert sand,
In bed with nobody, under no one's command.
He's the neighborhood bully.
Now his holiest books have been trampled upon,
No contract he signed was worth what it was written on.
He took the crumbs of the world and he turned it into wealth,
Took sickness and disease and he turned it into health.
He's the neighborhood bully.
What's anybody indebted to him for?
Nothin', they say.
He just likes to cause war.
Pride and prejudice and superstition indeed,
They wait for this bully like a dog waits to feed.
He's the neighborhood bully.
What has he done to wear so many scars?
Does he change the course of rivers?
Does he pollute the moon and stars?
Neighborhood bully, standing on the hill,
Running out the clock, time standing still,
Neighborhood bully.
(Hat tip to Cosmic X)